Welcome to my blog....I started this blog to express my feeling in the life and death of my precious angel, Giovanna Jean. She will always be in our hearts....we love you baby girl!

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I'm writing this blog for me, to express my feelings in this difficult time, if I upset or offend you in anyway, sorry stop reading!

Saturday, September 14, 2013

Happy Birthday Baby Girl! Its hard to believe you would be 3 today, I guess you wouldn't be the baby any more you would have given that title up to Gabi years ago. Its hard to believe its been 3 years since I held you in my arms, some days it seems like it was yesterday and others a lifetime ago. I miss you so much it breaks my heart to think about how things may have been, how much Gabi would have loved having you as a big sister. But today, on your day I don't want to be sad for the memories I didn't get to make with you I want to be happy I got to be your mom, I want to be thankful for the time that I had to hold you and for all that you taught me. You changed me, you taught me that there's no guarantees for tomorrow, you taught me to appreciate the little things in life and most importantly you brought me closer to Him and renewed my Faith. I'm thankful for my family and friends that offered so much support during those early days and your dad who became such a rock for me to lean on. The selfish part of me is sad that I didn't get to parent you and make memories with you...but there's this other part of me that's glad you got the ultimate reward, eternal life without the pain and suffering of this life. Don't get me wrong there's not a day that goes by 3 years later that I don't think about you, but you know that. We all love and miss you and hope you have a great birthday with Jesus and the Angels, listen hard and you'll hear us singing Happy Birthday to you! I love you baby girl!